Hey Guys! I know, I Know. I am super late with my update. Its been a hectic week. Work is in HIGH volume and of course I would be the one to get a cold in the middle of it all. Anywho, this past week started off pretty rough. I was still upset about the situation. I kinda feel this dark cloud over me. BUT, I am fighting it. I refuse to believe that God doesn’t hear me or that he won’t answer this prayer for me. In fact, that is where my week began to get better. I have to stop seeking God for people and things. God obviously needs me for something. This week I realized that I (WE) always seek God for work, family, love, and money etc. It dawned on me that we must learn not to place limits on God. Its natural to us to do so because we try so hard to capture all that we think he is. But the truth is, God is more than just our protector, provider, healer, comforter. God is Alpha and Omega. The keeper of time because he is time. It is God’s very breath that sustains us.
God has the ability to turn the ugliest, hurtful and deadly situations into beauty, love and life because he is all of that and more. God simply IS everything we need, want, and can’t imagine in our human minds. God is Life. When I finally put it into perspective. I’m comforted not so much in God sending my love etc., but in the fact that I have the author of eternity on my side. So when the negative thoughts and emotions come ( and they do quite often.. for now) I can always fall back on God.
To be honest, I began this 52 weeks of singleness as a way to deal with getting my heart being broken…again. Actually, as a way to seclude myself from people. But I think God has much more in store than just mending my heart. I have a feeling he’s up to something….Something big. Afterall, I shouldn’t expect anything less from the one that gave up his only son for me. The only one that will not allow ANYTHING to get in the way of his love for me.
Romans 8: 37-39
37 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. 38 For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons,[k] neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, 39 neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Love Ya to Peace,